[Ronan considers that for a moment while he continues to comb his fingers through Matthew's hair.]

It's not about whether I can. I just don't really know how to say it.

[As usual.]

I've changed a little. What I can do, I mean. But I've been too messed up to figure out how, exactly, so it's mostly just... this feeling. Like I've done something before I actually do it. Or like I'm everywhere, but I'm not. Obviously. I thought that feeling was because I was coming apart, but I'm not anymore, and I'm still feeling it.

It's not bad. It's just a lot.